Tuesday, August 19, 2014


Well, it's been 8 years to date since I opened my life to the world. I've felt out of my depth at times that I've taken on too big a task by being an 'advocate' and maybe at times I've to accept that I can't help others because I need to help myself. Anyway, thanks for your support for the past 8 years!

P.S. I promise I'll make this post beautiful again once I have my new iMac.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

A Sad Story...

Hi guys! I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. Unfortunately, my flat was broken in last Friday and the low-life scum(s) stole a few things including my precious iMac, which means all my previously saved files (music, photos, documents) were lost. Therefore, I won't be able to do proper posting until I have my new computer replaced. But don't worry, I'll keep you guys up-to-date in the next few weeks and hopefully everything will be back to normal in September. Honestly I'm so gutted that I can't do my blog anniversary properly!

Friday, August 01, 2014

Check Me Out...

The metrosexual is dead, long live the SPORNOSEXUAL, which is a cross between the words 'sport' and 'porn'. Think glistening pecs captured in shirtless selfies.

Spornosexual can be found at the gym, often with muscle-enhancing tattoos, piercings and plunging v-neck necklines, or no shirt at all. He prefers to spend his time and money on his physical upkeep and never shying away from 'showing off' the hard work he's put in.

So, do I see any problems with men flaunting themselves like delicious steaks ready to be grilled? Absolutely not in a million of years!

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Gay Or Not...

Even I don't live in Australia, I know first hand that the subject of Ian Thorpe's sexuality was always a burning topic of discussion despite his denial, but it looks like the 31-year-old retired Olympic champion has nothing to worry about anymore because he's finally made his sexuality public during an interview with Sir Michael Parkinson.

And from the bottom of my heart, I cheer Thorpe for being another public figure to be bold and brave and come out and shed light on sexuality in not just the sports, but the whole world. Well done mate and good luck with your future!

Friday, July 18, 2014

Yet Another Profile...

"Hello, I'm a human cyborg, model name JO4Y, sent back from the year 3024 to provide men of all types with sexual pleasure... Oh, and to save the world from falling into the hands of the tyrannical CeliBot, a libido eating machine who enslaved the human race in my time and his legion of EunuchRons. I come from a time in which sex is automatic. There's no need to chase, no need to cruise because there's an app for that. Just turn on your phone and send me a message.

I come with attachments to both top and bottom, and my oral skills have been peer tested and given a 5-star rating by GE. And after sex, if you choose to hang out, I have a built-in bar and sandwich maker.

My other purpose is to assimilate into a normal human existence, so I'm also searching for platonic companionship. Most human do see me as a humanoid sex object, but I also come installed with programs to watch and loudly critique movies, sing karaoke and oaccasionally play video games. I didn't often do the last one though because my great (x26) grandfather was the original Atari and playing with a joystick makes me feel uncomfortable. I do tend to prefer people who have a sense of humour and don't take themselves so seriously." 

To be honest, I'm not a Doctor Who fan by any chance, or have a fetish for robotic sex, but I'm triggered to try JO4Y out. I mean, the man humanoid is a descendent of the Atari, and you know what that means? He can play with my joystick any day =P

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

благодаря Nasko...

So after a lot of persuasion from my Bulgarian friend, who also happens to be one of my loyal blog readers, I've taken a weekend break to enjoy Sofia – the beautiful Bulgarian capital.

It's been almost a year since I last saw Nasko and I was SO happy to catch up with him and meet his boyfriend for the first time. They treated me very well and organised everything from sightseeing to food and staying overnight in a traditional wooden Bulgarian house! What I enjoyed most was to see the 'rawer' side of the small towns/villages outside Sofia. Bulgarian countryside was breathtaking too especially the beautiful lavender and sunflower fields, the lush pine forests and the mountain backdrop surrounding Sofia. Sofia itself is okay. It's organised like most cities but there's not much to offer except the magnificent Cathedral Saint Alexandar Nevski.

Honestly, Sofia was never on my list of travel destinations, but thanks to Nasko, I enjoyed immensely! I guess the old saying is true - GOOD friends makes GOOD time =]

Monday, July 14, 2014

Die Mannschaft...

Honestly you have no idea how thrilled I was to find out that after an incredible run in the World Cup, Germany came charging into the final on Sunday and defeated Argentina 1-0 on the shoulders of a goal in the 113th minute by Mario Götze!

Part of the reason why I supported the German was because I'm now £25 richer, all thanks to the World Cup bet at work, which I picked Team Germany and Team Greece. Plus I always had a 'thing' for the German. Now, please hand over Manuel Neuer, the winner of the 2014 Golden Glove award, to me! Das ist ein Befehl!

Sunday, July 06, 2014

Djokovic Vs Autobots...

HURRAY! I just found out Djokovic has claimed back the championship he won in 2011 at Wimbledon but was forced to do it the hard way in five sets after a stunning comeback from Federer. Great match. Real final. Congratulations!

The reason I missed the Wimbledon final was because I was in the cinema with a friend watching Transformers: Age of Extinction. In my honest opinion, I think the CG was superb and I love the fact that they introduced the Dinobots, but as I expected, the story was a bit 'meh'. Well, at least I had three hours of brainless fireworks fun on a Sunday afternoon =]

By the way, I have only one question - where the hell can the Dinobots go/hide at the end of the movie? I mean, they are technically robots and they can't really 'transform' themselves into cars or helicopers. It just seems a bit WTF to me...

Saturday, July 05, 2014

Pride London 2014...

After missing last year's London Pride, I was back this year for more volunteer stewarding, and although we experienced some 'homophobic weather' of heavy downpours and grey skies, it didn't dampen the spirit of Pride and freedom last Saturday. The parade was as fabulous and colourful as ever, and the LGBT community was OUT in force!

"#FreedomTo..." was the theme of this year's Pride celebration, and to me it means #Freedom to be who you are and what you would like to be because we are BORN THIS WAY! What's yours?

And last but not least, I managed to see Conchita Wurst, the Eurovision winner, singing live on the main stage at Trafalgar Square and she rose like a phoenix!

Friday, July 04, 2014

United We Stand...

Just wanna say HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY from across the Atlantic. Have fun celebrating and tell me how you guys do it =]

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Guilty Pleasure...

To me, having an orgasm is like a really BIGGG release of some sort of tension. Like just taking a deep breath and letting it out. And that facial expression of him at the end said it all - PRICELESS =]

Tuesday, July 01, 2014

One Panem...

Peeta, played by Josh Hutcherson, may be dressed like an angel but he's distinctly evil in the first clip from The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part One. The teaser clip begins with President Snow, played by Donald Sutherland, sitting on his throne making a CAPITOL TV announcement.

"Since the dark days, our great nation has known only peace. Ours is an elegant system, conceived to nourish and protect," he says.

"Your districts are the body, the capital is the beating heart. Your hard work feeds us and in return we feed and protect you."

And then things get a little bit darker with the President quietly threatening everyone in Panem with starvation.

"But if you resist the system - you starve yourself. If you fight against it - it is you who will bleed," he adds as an evil looking Peeta stands admiringly next to him.

"I know you'll stand with me, with us, with all of us - together, as one. Panem today. Panem tomorrow. Panem forever."

I've read the book a while back but I'm still really excited for the new upcoming movie! The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part One is released in UK cinemas on November 21.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

All Out Of Love...

First of all, I must apologize for the lack of updates because Peter Pan and I are going through yet another rough patch and I've not been feeling very enthusiastic about blogging lately...

"I'm very sorry Willy. I love everything about you and you are a very special person to me but I'm not 'in love' with you. I tried, but I couldn't, I can't change my feelings..."

Honestly, this is nothing new between us (see 28.09.12 and 16.04.12) and I can foresee it coming partly because we've been seeing each other exclusively and intensely until I push him to his 'breaking point'.

And you know what? I thought I learned my lesson, but apparently, I didn't. Sometimes I wish I can hate him but I can't. He's like a drug I'm addicted to...

It's been a week since we talked, and thanks to my friends, I'm feeling much better. I'll keep you guys posted x

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Guilty Pleasure...

With the rapid growth of popularity and development of the mobile phone technology, more and more people are taking 'selfies' and posting them all over social media.

Whilst these narcissistic, self-indulgent portraits might be extremely pleasurable for the photographer at hand, many are designed by some to make others feel bad about themselves. For example, after a hard slog at the gym, go home, shower, flex and pout, then upload this and show the world just how amazing you look!

Oh, and occasionally one might wanna live his childhood dream and put his builder's outfit on and pretending he's one. Or maybe he IS one?!

Thursday, May 15, 2014

The Secret Is Out...

OMG! This version is perfect on SOOO many levels, and to me there's absolutely nothing awkard about it! WHY ISN'T THIS REAL?!

Anyway, the real Batman v Superman film directed by Zack Snyder is set for 2015, which will feature Henry Cavill returning to the role of Superman as well as Ben Affleck being cast as the Dark Knight and Jesse Eisenberg playing Lex Luthor.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

The Queen Of Europe...

Honestly you have no idea how THRILLED I was when Conchita Wurst stormed to victory picking up a multitude of ‘douze points’ from across Europe and crowned Queen Conchita with Rise Like A Phoneix at the Eurovision Song Contest 2014 at Copenhagan last night, and I swear to God she had become the most famous Austrian musician since Mozart!

Surprisingly, despite calls from Russia and Ukraine for her entry to be blocked, even Russia gave her five points and Ukraine send eight points to Conchita, which were decisive for the Danish hosts to declare she had won. Conchita delivered Austria's second Eurovision Song Contest victory, the first since 1966.

Conchita was overcome with emotion before composing herself to give a victory speech of hope and love, "This night is dedicated to everyone who believes in a future of peace and freedom. You know who you are. We are unity. And we are unstoppable!"

Thursday, May 08, 2014

Get Ready Europe...

Just finished watching the Second Semi-Final of the 2014 Eurovision Song Contest and what a show! Three of my favourites were Rise Like A Phoenix sung by Conchita Wurst aka the bearded Queen of Austria, Greece's Rise Up sung by Freaky Fortune feat Riskykidd, and Ireland's Heartbeat sung by Can-Linn, which sadly didn't make the cut to this Saturday's Grand Final.

And, as always, this year's UK entry is as sh*t as ever. It's lucky that UK is in the Big Five because there's no way we'll be qualified to the Final! Remember 2007?

Anyways, despite how bad Scooch sucked, you couldn't deny the fact the Eurovision is one of the campest events of the year and I wanna know what you make of it all. Do you throw a Eurovision party? Is the whole thing a bit lame? Have you never heard of Eurovision before?

Sunday, May 04, 2014

Love Is An Open Door...

Navy baseball player Brad Borosak and Matt Kilby posted this sweet, infectious rendition of Love Is An Open Door from the hit animated film Frozen. Cute guys, a wedding proposal, and a Disney soundtrack! What more could you ask for?

Honestly, I'm so killing over the white shirt/left side/Ana lip synch dude! Will you marry me?


01: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? Yes.
02: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? Taken.
03: What if I told you that you were pretty? I'd blush and get all shy!
04: Ever been told, "It's not you, it's me"? Yes.
05: Are you interested in anyone right now? Yes.
06: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Friday LOL!
07: Do you want to be single? Not really...
08: Did you go out or stay in last night? I went out.
09: How late did you stay up last night? Like 2am?!
10: Can you recall the last time you knew you liked someone a lot? Yes.
11: Last three things you had to drink? White wine, sparkling water and Southern Comfort in lemonade.
12: Have you pretended to like someone? Never.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? Yes sadly.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months? Yes of course =P
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Hell yeah!
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? No.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? I dunno yet. It's still 8am in London.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? Yes.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Yes.
20: What would you name your future son? Definitely James.
21: Do you miss anyone? Yes.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? No.
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? No.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? Hmm... Yes and no.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yes.
26: Who did you last see in person? My friend David.
27: Are you listening to music right now? Yes.
28: What is something you currently want right now? Breakfast.
29: What is the last thing you said out lot? See you soon!
30: How is your heart lately? My heart is pretty good.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? Never!
32: Are you wearing socks? No.
33: What do people call you? William. Will. Willy.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? Yes!
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? Not right now.
36: Who did you last share a bed with? Peter Pan.
37: Did you do something bad today? Not yet but will be =P
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Yesterday afternoon.
39: Do you get stressed out easily? Not really.
40: Will you sing today? Already :D
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't? Yes.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? My mum.
43: Have you ever been taken to the ER in an ambulance? No.
44: What are you listening to right now? Sia's Chandelier =]
45: What is wrong with you right now? Nothing LOL!
46: What is on your wrists right now? Nothing.
47: Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? From a Czech guy I used to sleep with =P
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? HC.
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? No.
50: Are you a good artist? Yes. I'd think so.
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? Yes.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? Not at all.
53: Ever been on a golf cart? Yes.
54: Do you have trust issues? Sometimes.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? No.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? No. And what is Hot Topic?
57: Do you use chap stick? Yes
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? Yes!
59: Do you have a little sister? Yes.
60: Have you ever been to New York? Yes!
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes... I hope so.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes.
63: What were you doing at midnight last night? Couldn't remember.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Yes!
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes. In fact, there's more than one.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? No.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? Yes.
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? Someone else.
69: Will next Friday be a good one? I hope so!

Thursday, May 01, 2014

Guilty Pleasure...

To my understanding, a 'daddy' is a compliment, a mature, responsible, sexy man. 'Daddy' can have facial and body hair, but he's not a 'bear' unless he's big and hairy (although some might say unless he's fat, big and hairy). Daddy" can be any age, as his maturity is judged more by his 'actions'. I love daddies!