Friday, January 18, 2008

What Happen...

So, I haven't had sex since I've left Australia, and so I'm left to satisfy myself with masturbation. When I masturbate, I always feel extremely horny throughout the whole process, from stroking my shaft to blowing my load. But how do you normally feel once the climax is over?

For me, I get tired after an orgasm. If it's from f*cking, I lie there and relax. I want to sleep, but I stay awake so as not to seem selfish. If it's from masturbating, I wait sometimes 5 to 10 minutes for my erection to go down, and then I clean up. Strangely, I sometimes feel guilty (of being gay) after a climax, especially when I'm fantasizing about men. Although such feeling has subsided in the last couple of months, it still happens from time to time.

I do notice that no matter what, once I have climaxed there's a sense that I have come out of a session of driven insanity. To me, being horny changes the way I see myself and the world and it's all pretty consistent. How about you? Do any of you feel the same?

7 comments:

Shane said...

Wow I totally agree. Sometimes I feel like a completely different person after I climax. I go from having this intense sexual desire to leave me alone I just want to sleep. I usually masturbate in the morning after work (I work 24 hour shifts with a few guys who are simply gorgeous so I'm always horny and usually a little tired so it's a great combination.) It’s funny you mention the guilt, I thought it was just me! It doesn’t happen very often any more but I used to get it all the time. I've just accepted that there is nothing else for me but hot guys!!

ted said...

Well, I think it happen to most of the people then.
I will be a totally Horny jerk when im very horny.. thinking this whole world cant live without Sex. After climax, I feeling guilty too.. and guilty for watchig gay porn for my masturbation.. :P

NW007 said...

It is very natural for the body to be very relaxed after orgasm either when fucking or masturbating. When I am with another guy and after fucking him I am very relaxed and will normally just lay there with him as our bodies are entangled in a relaxed state. It may be nothing more than that or kissing, touching our bodies or whatever.

When I masturbate which is not all that often cause I seem to get most of my sexual relief from an active sex life; I have that same relaxed feeling. However since I don't have anybody there to entangle with, I will just lay there rubbing my own body with the cum or licking if off of my fingers

Bottom line is that either way that intense orgasmic feeling I have before cumming is replaced by a very relaxed state of body and mind

pr8reader said...

i'd say that's pretty normal with guys. never thought that anyone experienced the same things i do when it comes to masturbation.

Anonymous said...

Interesting topic. I wouldn't call it guilt though, it's more like... a strange sadness, a dry flower, Satan grinning.

Anonymous said...

That is weird to read that about the guilt...I can remember many times feeling that way, but there is still, sometimes, something like it, though I know I deserve pleasure and it's normal to be attracted to whomever...it's bizarre how this guilt thing gets so imbedded, so that we experience it and don't even realize sometimes! Scary. I like the "dry flower " thing; "Satan grinning"...Wow, that's fantastic! (but still scary)

GB said...

It's like walking in on yourself...