So, I haven't had sex since I've left Australia, and so I'm left to satisfy myself with masturbation. When I masturbate, I always feel extremely horny throughout the whole process, from stroking my shaft to blowing my load. But how do you normally feel once the climax is over?
For me, I get tired after an orgasm. If it's from f*cking, I lie there and relax. I want to sleep, but I stay awake so as not to seem selfish. If it's from masturbating, I wait sometimes 5 to 10 minutes for my erection to go down, and then I clean up. Strangely, I sometimes feel guilty (of being gay) after a climax, especially when I'm fantasizing about men. Although such feeling has subsided in the last couple of months, it still happens from time to time.
I do notice that no matter what, once I have climaxed there's a sense that I have come out of a session of driven insanity. To me, being horny changes the way I see myself and the world and it's all pretty consistent. How about you? Do any of you feel the same?