So, I haven't had sex since I've left Australia, and so I'm left to satisfy myself with masturbation. When I masturbate, I always feel extremely horny throughout the whole process, from stroking my shaft to blowing my load. But how do you normally feel once the climax is over?
For me, I get tired after an orgasm. If it's from f*cking, I lie there and relax. I want to sleep, but I stay awake so as not to seem selfish. If it's from masturbating, I wait sometimes 5 to 10 minutes for my erection to go down, and then I clean up. Strangely, I sometimes feel guilty (of being gay) after a climax, especially when I'm fantasizing about men. Although such feeling has subsided in the last couple of months, it still happens from time to time.
I do notice that no matter what, once I have climaxed there's a sense that I have come out of a session of driven insanity. To me, being horny changes the way I see myself and the world and it's all pretty consistent. How about you? Do any of you feel the same?
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Wow I totally agree. Sometimes I feel like a completely different person after I climax. I go from having this intense sexual desire to leave me alone I just want to sleep. I usually masturbate in the morning after work (I work 24 hour shifts with a few guys who are simply gorgeous so I'm always horny and usually a little tired so it's a great combination.) It’s funny you mention the guilt, I thought it was just me! It doesn’t happen very often any more but I used to get it all the time. I've just accepted that there is nothing else for me but hot guys!!
Well, I think it happen to most of the people then.
I will be a totally Horny jerk when im very horny.. thinking this whole world cant live without Sex. After climax, I feeling guilty too.. and guilty for watchig gay porn for my masturbation.. :P
It is very natural for the body to be very relaxed after orgasm either when fucking or masturbating. When I am with another guy and after fucking him I am very relaxed and will normally just lay there with him as our bodies are entangled in a relaxed state. It may be nothing more than that or kissing, touching our bodies or whatever.
When I masturbate which is not all that often cause I seem to get most of my sexual relief from an active sex life; I have that same relaxed feeling. However since I don't have anybody there to entangle with, I will just lay there rubbing my own body with the cum or licking if off of my fingers
Bottom line is that either way that intense orgasmic feeling I have before cumming is replaced by a very relaxed state of body and mind
i'd say that's pretty normal with guys. never thought that anyone experienced the same things i do when it comes to masturbation.
Interesting topic. I wouldn't call it guilt though, it's more like... a strange sadness, a dry flower, Satan grinning.
That is weird to read that about the guilt...I can remember many times feeling that way, but there is still, sometimes, something like it, though I know I deserve pleasure and it's normal to be attracted to whomever...it's bizarre how this guilt thing gets so imbedded, so that we experience it and don't even realize sometimes! Scary. I like the "dry flower " thing; "Satan grinning"...Wow, that's fantastic! (but still scary)
It's like walking in on yourself...
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