To certain extend, it seems as though I have this need to feel desired. If you know someone truly loves you, does it not matter if they desire you? Or does it matter? Does there have to be physical attraction in order to love someone? If there is no physical attraction then how can one desire you? To me, it is all confusing but the one thing that I do know is that it hurts when you know that you are not physically attractive enough for the one that you love with all of your heart and soul, and that alone can kill a person inside, which also makes me wonder, if everyone is equally beautiful and attractive, wouldn't love be less complicated?