Monday, May 30, 2011

Wish I Can Have Some Of These...

"I'm just a Holy Fool, oh baby he's so cruel, but I'm still in love with Judas, Baby."

Gaga was right. That's the exact feeling I'm going through right now and I just need to let this out! I don't know what makes me more angry/jealous/upset, the fact that I foolishly agreed to go to cinema with Mr. T and his new potential 'date' or the feeling that I'll never be good enough for him no matter how hard I try compared to his "date" who he only met for two weeks.

I enjoyed Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides a lot but I didn't enjoy a single minute of my evening at all. I tried to act friendly and calm but there's a rage inside me that I just couldn't even begin to express. I went straight home after the movie and Mr. T didn's seem to notice my 'moodiness' and/or hold me back.

Having said that, it's not all bad news. At least now I've come to terms with the fact that if I wanna stay happy, I need to cut him off, which I had not been doing because I was hoping things would turn around.

Honestly, I love Mr. T a lot, more than I've ever wanna admit! I don't hate him nor his 'date' and I really don't wanna lose Mr. T as a friend but do I have a choice? Not really... See? I'm such a Holy Fool but PLEASE give me strength to overcome this =(

Sunday, May 29, 2011

U-sex BB...

Recently, I caught up with my friend who is still busy doing his U-sex research for the City University, London.

To me, and many of you, the whole subject of HIV and barebacking is a serious matter and I would appreciate if you could spend few minutes on
this interesting interview between me and Matt.

Of course, any comments are welcome, and it would be even better if you fit the bill of Matt's research and help him out! Cheers in advance!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

A Happy Ending...

For the second part of its video campaign, GREGG HOMME is offering a feast for your eyes: in a hotel room, fantasies can reach unexpected peaks! If you think that Thierry will spend a quiet night, think again!

If you missed the first part of the video, you can check that out HERE.

Friday, May 27, 2011

The Force...

Not a huge fan of Star Wars but I freakin' adore this VW commercial! And I love how he tells his dad to get the f*ck out of the way and stand back at 0:38. Enjoy =]

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Guilty Pleasure...

Sometimes I wondered if it would be possible for me to sleep with a delivery guy, and I'm sure this fantasy is quite common. Unfortunately, even if my particular delivery man (FedEx, UPS, pizza, Chinese, or whatever) is gay, it's highly unlikely he would be willing to play around during his working hours.

Having said that, thanks to Men at Play, they have made my fantasy come true with Lucas the gorgeous delivery man and Michael Troy the sexy suited-up white-collar!

You see, Michael's morning at the office can't seem to get any worse with back to back meetings and endless problems. But things suddenly take a turn for the better when he answers the door to a sexy leather- clad parcel delivery man, but his eyes are unavoidably drawn to another big package, the one in Lucas' trousers. So when he asks where the mensroom is Michael wastes no time in following him in, loitering by the urinal and playing with his hard cock till Lucas dares to open the door, cock in hand, inviting him in for a dirty suck and f*ck session in the cubicle. See them now at!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Just A Laugh...

A Chinese walks into a bar and saw Steven Spielberg. As he's a great fan of his movies, he rushes over to him, and asks for his autograph. Instead, Spielberg gives him a slap and says, "You Chinese people bombed our Pearl Habour, get outta here!"

The astonished Chinese man replied, "It's not the Chinese who bombed Pearl Harbour, it's the Japanese. Learn you history right!"

"Chinese, Japanese, Taiwanese, you are all the same," said Spielberg.

In return, the Chinese gives Spielberg a slap and says, "You sank the Titanic, my forefathers were on that ship!"

Shocked, Spielberg replies, "It's the iceberg that sank the ship, not I."

The Chinese replies, "Well, Iceberg, Spielberg, Carlsberg, you are all the same!"

Monday, May 23, 2011


Lady Gaga's new album BORN THIS WAY is now available worldwide! Unleash your inner monster and show your support by purchasing the album. PAWS UP BABY!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Foam Party...

So my friend and I went to a foam party last night at G-A-Y and it was soaking fun! You see, I'm a foam party virgin so I didn't know what to expect. Maybe the club would just explode with foam throughout the entire room? Or there would be bubbles all over the club floating abroad our heads?

Well, we arrived at the club around 11:30 and the main dancefloor was exploded with a HUGE bubble bath of foam. I was so eager to get in and so we did! As we danced through the cloudy puffs of foam, I couldn't get the feeling out of my head that the after effect of dancing in this foam will be tragic indeed - wet, cold and slimy. Having said that, I had an amazing night. Highly recommended!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Watching Window...

As I write this, I'm sitting at my desk, looking out at the residential building opposite. I can see into a flat, and there on the sofa is a gorgeous broad pair of tanned shoulders supporting a cute face. I feel a slight stirring in my briefs under the desk.

To my disappointment the head and shoulders disappear, as he lies back on the sofa. Then, to make up for it, a well formed pair of golden legs rest themselves on the back of the sofa, every now and then lifting to flex a foot.

As I imagine one of those toes slipping into my mouth I feel my cock getting stiffer, straining the briefs and the pinstripe trousers I'm wearing. I loosen my tie and stand up to get a better view. As I close my office door and walk over to the window, I undo the top three buttons of my shirt, as I feel my chest starting to flush a little. It's getting hot in here.

What have I missed? He's sitting up again. He seems to be staring. Sh*t! This could be embarrassing. What should I do? Look away? I don't think I can! I keep staring.

He stands up. He's wearing just some khaki pants, clearly shorts. He has a bronzed, hairy chest, really well defined pecs. He's walking to the window, is he annoyed? He stomach is nice and flat, and his shorts hang low, I can see tan lines and furry brown pubes.

I squeeze my cock through the fabric of my trousers. He seems to smile, and leans one arm up the window frame. Great biceps, man I could lick em! Interesting reaction. Maybe I need to keep notching it up. I reach into my shirt and squeeze my nipple, my other hand still holding my crotch.

Yes, he definitely smiles. Then he puckers his lips into a blowing motion and reaches up to squeeze both his nips. F*ck! I run back and lock the door, I can't handle visitors right now! I undo some more buttons, so my shirt is now open, my smooth chest exposed, and start playing with both nipples.

He undoes the top button of his shorts, then bends over to drop them, revealing his jockstrap. He motions for me to take the shirt off, so I do.

Now, I'm standing in my office shirtless, with a huge bulge, praying no-one knocks my door. He is squeezing his jock crotch now and clearly enjoying it. He turns round to give me a view of a perfect bubble but, nice white ass in contrast to the tanned skin. F*ck! I want to stroke my cock off right here!

He turns around and puts a hand in his jock. Now he's really stroking it, with one hand behind his head he licks his bicep. What a pornstar!

My hand is now in my trousers, smearing the precum over the head of my cock. He runs his thumbs round the waist band of his jock as though he's gonna slide it off but then pulls his hands out and gestures to me as if to say "after you".

Shit! I wanna see what he's got. It's so f*cking risky to get naked in my office. F*ck! What the hell, okay. I undo my belt, and my button and my fly, and drop them to reveal my tight white briefs.

True to his word, he pulls down his jock to reveal a big hard glistening cock. He bends down and picks up the jock and holds it to his face.

F*ck! I drop my briefs. Now standing naked with my shoes on and my pants round my ankles I start stroking furiously. He follows my lead. I am so horny and the thought of the riskiness is adding to it.

I need to cum, my head is starting to roll. I feel the electricity surge through my cock. My nipples tingle. I barely stifle a groan and a huge spurt of white cum erupts onto the window. That's what he was waiting for too, and I watch as he squirts and thrusts his hips to gush out a huge load.

There's cum on my window, and before I know what I'm doing I see myself licking it off as he finishes squirting. My whole body tingling and warm as I stand there vulnerably.

Just then a knock...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Yet Another Profile...

"I have a brain, I use it. I have a heart, I use it. I have a dick, I use it. I have a soul, maybe I'll meet my Mr.Perfect!

In London for 2 weeks. I don't do blind dates so make sure you have a face pic. And FYI, I only shag on the second date. Oh, don't forget to click me to enlarge me!"

Awww, what a cute profile! It's a shame that he's only visiting London for 2 weeks. Oh well, at least we both have a brain, a heart, a dick, and a soul so (hopefully) Mr. Perfect won't be too far away!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

God Blessed...

Yesterday I had an AWESOME night with my friends at the 2 Brewers to celebrate Eurovision 2011, one of the GAYEST events you could think of in televsion history! And it was hosted by the one and only Sandra, the Wh*re of Hamstead Heath!

To me, this year's contest seemed less camp than usual and the winning song Running Scared, by Ell and Nikki from Azerbaijan, was okay but not my favourite. Instead, my favourite of the night was New Tomorrow by A Friend In London from Denmark. Plus he's HOT =P

Having said that, Blue did UK proud (no nuls points or bottom 5) with a brilliant performance of I Can. And I must admit I have a soft spot for Jedward with their Irish entry Lipstick because it's so bad that it's good!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Sad Sad Situation...

That's Why (You Go Away) by Michael Learns To Rock

I am sad... But why are you sad?

It's been more than a year since we met on Gaydar, and we had SO many happy memories of days spent together. From painting the walls, to going down to the operas. We cycled along the Thames, and I even met his mother! With all the signs and hugging in his bed, I always thought we are working towards something better. But after all that we've been through, I realise that we are still going nowhere.

I try to understand but I don't want to understand, especially when you have such strong feeling for a good man. I found it hard to cut him off, because I still wanna see him as a friend. But as far as my luck goes, my 'romance' with him has come to an end.

You may call me a love fool, but I have no regret. It's been lots of fun spending time with him, even though we are just having a 'bad romance'. I wish him luck, I wish him well. I'll be strong, and I'll keep moving on.

Love is one big illusion as you try to forget, but there is something left in my head...

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Guilty Pleasure...

Remember Mr. Hostler from my interview about a month ago? If not, click HERE! Well, guess what? He's back for more! And this time he's 'chased' by the New York based photographer Aaron Cobbett.

Chase is no stranger to baring it all in front of the camera and he looks as HAWT as ever! Thanks for the photos! We love you Chase =]

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I'm On The Edge...

As the countdown to the release of Lady Gaga's much-hyped Born This Way album continues, we are treated with another new track The Edge of Glory today!

Gaga wrote the song about her grandfather, who died in late 2010. It features E Street Band saxophone genius Clarence Clemons and she explains, "It's about your last moment on earth, the moment of truth, the moment before you leave earth."

Beautiful lyrics! I like it a lot! Do you?

Friday, May 06, 2011


If the spring warmth has not warmed you up yet, then I hope this post will help to warm your heart and bring a smile to your lips.

And if these photos still don't make you feel "Awww..." Then, the video below will def do the job. Be warned, this is SUPER cute! Enjoy =]

Thursday, May 05, 2011

In Love With...

After weeks of hype and anticipation, Judas has finally found his way on to the internet and went viral ahead of schedule!

What do I think of the video? Well, being controversial as she is for her talent, Lady Gaga has cast herself as Mary Magdalene, while Jesus and Judas as members of a biker gang. To be honest, I'm not really sure what all else is going on here but there's biking and dancing and foot- washing and a lipstick gun. So, it's a pretty loose interpretation of the New Testament. Thoughts?

Just Wanna Know...

Went through all my old e-mails today and tried to catch/chat up with those who were once kind enough to spend time writing to me. So if you are one of the SPECIALS (you know who you are) who receives my SPECIAL e-mail, I would like to take this chance to say, "I'm totally flattered because you made this blog happens! Thanks a million!"

Monday, May 02, 2011

Guilty Pleasure...

23-year-old Scouser Jay is one little teaser! He's here today stripping down for EnglishLads and showing off his gorgeous grin and an equally gorgeous torso while sitting on a giant dildo that he found under his mate's pillow!

Jay is straight, but loves a little anal play and if you want to see him toying with his hole, check out his full video on EnglishLads. Enjoy!