Saturday, May 14, 2011

Sad Sad Situation...


That's Why (You Go Away) by Michael Learns To Rock


I am sad... But why are you sad?

It's been more than a year since we met on Gaydar, and we had SO many happy memories of days spent together. From painting the walls, to going down to the operas. We cycled along the Thames, and I even met his mother! With all the signs and hugging in his bed, I always thought we are working towards something better. But after all that we've been through, I realise that we are still going nowhere.

I try to understand but I don't want to understand, especially when you have such strong feeling for a good man. I found it hard to cut him off, because I still wanna see him as a friend. But as far as my luck goes, my 'romance' with him has come to an end.

You may call me a love fool, but I have no regret. It's been lots of fun spending time with him, even though we are just having a 'bad romance'. I wish him luck, I wish him well. I'll be strong, and I'll keep moving on.

Love is one big illusion as you try to forget, but there is something left in my head...

9 comments:

JaartalOnline said...

Best of luck ... !

Westernstock said...

Feel for you. But we all have similar experiences.

alx said...

I know exactly what you're going through. I met this guy more than a year ago, and when we met he made it clear he wasn't ready for a relationship (he had just gotten out of one and was still dealing with how he felt), but we spent loads of time together, and we became deeply intimate, both emotionally and physically--he told me things that he told nobody else, and so did I! But here I am, a year and a half later, and we're still in this gray area. I've even met his mom too, and several of his best friends. I know I mean a lot to him, and that I make him happy, but it's like he just doesn't want to commit to me. It hurts, because like you, I don't want to let him go because I really care for him.
Well, good luck with your guy!

Anonymous said...

Will, My Darling,

Just last week, I was marvelling at how much you have grown and developed over these past few years that that I have known you.

Please don't rush to hasty conclusions. Perhaps this phase of your relationship will stir something in both of you for each other.

In any event, thank God for the good times, and try to understand that it is part of your relational learning curve in your ongoing development as a tremendous lover, made in His Image and Likeness, and powered by His Grace enbling you to give the gift of yourself evermore selflessly.

As always, my heart goes out to you...and my prayers are only for your good, here and hereafter.

luv

pav

thegayte-keeper said...

Best of luck indeed...

Anonymous said...

Read the books: It's Called A Break-Up Because It's Broken and He's Not That Into You. Both are really good, seriously.

Anonymous said...

The best is yet to come!

anonymous from hk

Anonymous said...

Smile babe, better days are yet to surprise you. You are much loved..,
Amun

Harry said...

I feel for you mr... Very similar situation for me for a year and a half... My conclusion is to leave him and stop wasting my time... if i'm important enough to him, he would not let me go...

it hurts so much...

harry