Monday, April 16, 2012

Dear Peter Pan...

First of all, apology for not updating the blog as my internet was down for the past couple of days.

Secondly, thanks for all your comments on my failed relationship with Peter Pan. Yes, just before I thought everything couldn't get better, a monrning text message broke my heart.

Basically, he felt I wanted more than he could offer, and although he really liked me, he's not in love with me. But how could that be? It felt SO right for the past couple of months and I still don't understand!


I must admit I'm less upset this time than the last time with Mr. T, instead, I feel more gutted that the similar scenerio happens to me again. How many more heartaches will I have to endure?

Honestly I cherish Peter Pan A LOT as it's a two-way thing between us. Deep in my heart, I still think he cares for me, probably even loves me, but is not IN LOVE with me and didn't wanna totally blindside me especially since there isn't some big issue between us, but rather just something missing that he can't put his finger on or put words to. It could really be that he has some unattainable expectation. But it really doesn't matter, because it has nothing to do with me and there's nothing for me to change.

"If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you... It's broken."

P.S. Thank you so much Jay Brannan for your brilliant gig on Saturday night at Garage! Peter Pan and I had really enjoyed it! And thanks for singing Beautifully for me x

4 comments:

Jeremiah Andrews said...

We are powerless over people. And if he is not "That into you" then it is not your problem. You know, love is something you have to cultivate.

Maybe he has fears about love and that keeps him from furthering your relationship. Is there a way to grow this love or is it for naught, because you have already reached this point?

I like you - but I am not in Love with you.

Maya Angelou says that when someone shows you who they are the first time, believe them.

If he doesn't love you, then maybe you should walk away and believe that who he is, is who he's shown you right now.

I feel for you.

Jeremy

Anonymous said...

Another reason could b he's not ready for a commitments? Really hope u find sumone soon!

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear about wat happend :( cheer up fella ..there`s plenty of fish in the sea :)

goodcherryluxx said...

who the hell is peter pan ?