Friday, May 04, 2012

I Know I Shouldn't...

Sorry, again, for my slacking of updating. It's been a week since my last post and I've been keeping myself busy so as not to think about Peter Pan all the time. Having said that, it's easier said than done. Like yesterday, we went to watch The Pirates! In an Adventure With Scientists + dinner + tea and cake, and I just get so happy when I'm around him, and same with him. 

Anyway, I also met up with this guy from internet last night. He slept over and we had sex, it was good but it didn't fully satisfy me. I mean, he's a decent guy and we had a nice long conversation before we jumped into bed, but something really bugged me - I just couldn't stop thinking and comparing him with Peter Pan! I know I shouldn't but it's difficult not to when you have had someone who's so perfect in all sort of ways. 

I just worry I'll never find someone as good as Peter Pan...

4 comments:

b3nc0 said...

Hoï therrre Cupcake,
Can't expect to find as good with the first one, can you? The more so when you have known all in one package, sex & feelings. I'm afraid you'll have to build a deeper new relationship to achieve more fullfilling relations anyway ¬_¬
I mean, you never seemed to be the one night stand kinda guy, or were you ;°p
Sincerely, as my love life is a tad more fucked up than yours (yes that's unlikely but possible) I do hope you can work something out ^^

LebaneseBoy said...

I know exactly how you feel! My ex and I have been trying to be friends for a year now but its always on and off, and just when I thought that all my feelings went away BAM I find out he lost his virginity to someone else and it just broke me.
Thing is we dont talk now but I keep thinking about him all the time, wish there was a medicine for this :/

Jiann said...

I would rather have a cake which I can touch and eat, than to have a cake which I can only stare at. Enough said.

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