Thursday, April 26, 2012

It's A Wonderful Day...

Yesterday was a good day. Partly because my long-awaited sofa has finally arrived, which fitted through my front door smoothly without any struggle, and partly because I spent a productive day with Peter Pan.

Yes we are still seeing each other, but without all the kissing love stuff. We had lunch, we fixed my new shower screen, we watched a dvd, we assembled the sofa, we had dinner at the local Spanish restaurant and finished the day with a honest open talk about us. It's the talk that I've been waiting for the past couple of weeks.

In short, I told him my feeling towards him and questions that had been going through my head since the morning I received his text, while he revealed to me that despite how much he liked me, he's not in the right frame of mind to start a relationship, and he didn't wanna lead me on to think/feel/it could or would be anything else.

He didn't stay over (just like the past couple of weeks) but we had a long hug goodbye in the rain. How do I feel?

Relieved =]

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Outrageously Sexy...

GREGG HOMME has pushed (once again!) the limits of outrageousness with one goal in mind - to empower men with the proper 'tools' to finally have their wildest fantasies become reality, and everyone will have to agree that Thierry Pepin is definitively part of the perfect equation to reach that ultimate fantasy goal!

And the fantasy doesn't stop here. Apparently the 30-year-old French Canadian model-turned-actor has a lot more to offer in the company's latest video campaign, which will launch in May. So watch this space and prepare for something OUTRAGEOUSLY SEXY!

Monday, April 23, 2012

You Love Him But...


Sometimes it's good to finally 'take a bite out of a reality sandwich' and realise that things you were expecting may never be. It's important to understand that there's a reason for everything. Sometimes, you need to let things go and let life take you where life will take you. You can't change people. You can't make people feel the same way you do. Stop making excuses. Just accept that it is what it is and move on.

YES I KNOW BUT IT'S NOT EASY!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Well Done Boris...

While gay rights charity Stonewall has announced a thousand London buses will carry its equality message in April during the government's consultation on how to implement marriage for gay couples, Transport for London has said that the 'Some People are Ex-Gay! Get Over It!' bus advertisements booked by religious groups will NOT be allowed to be displayed anywhere on London transport's network. Read more... 

Thank God there are responsible people like Mayor Boris who has the good sense to know that the anti-gay Christians are just spreading their propaganda to make trouble for people in London. His wisdom is great because now even more people will want to visit London knowing it's a safe place for all people to visit and live.

Seriously, it's about time all people who know what the anti-gay Christians are doing. Stand up and stop their madness and propaganda to drive a wedge between people everywhere! Remind these anti-gay Christians that the Bible is a book on how to build a bridge to include all people not cause hate and force a wedge between people using religion to do it!

A Cock...

Don't send me cock pics without face! Don't send me cock pics without face! Don't send me cock pics without face! Don't send me cock pics without face! Don't send me cock pics without face!

Friday, April 20, 2012

The Dark Side Of Love...


Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby.
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby.
Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same.
If you walk away, everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

This song has summed up all my feeling for the past couple of days. But don't worry. I'll be alright. Thank you Bruno Mars =]

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Guilty Pleasure...



Hmm, let's not talk about love for a moment shall we? Instead let's see how Elder Jensen (Riley Price) met someone on his missionary who seduced him and taught him the true meaning of 'missionary'. Enjoy HERE!

Monday, April 16, 2012

Dear Peter Pan...

First of all, apology for not updating the blog as my internet was down for the past couple of days.

Secondly, thanks for all your comments on my failed relationship with Peter Pan. Yes, just before I thought everything couldn't get better, a monrning text message broke my heart.

Basically, he felt I wanted more than he could offer, and although he really liked me, he's not in love with me. But how could that be? It felt SO right for the past couple of months and I still don't understand!


I must admit I'm less upset this time than the last time with Mr. T, instead, I feel more gutted that the similar scenerio happens to me again. How many more heartaches will I have to endure?

Honestly I cherish Peter Pan A LOT as it's a two-way thing between us. Deep in my heart, I still think he cares for me, probably even loves me, but is not IN LOVE with me and didn't wanna totally blindside me especially since there isn't some big issue between us, but rather just something missing that he can't put his finger on or put words to. It could really be that he has some unattainable expectation. But it really doesn't matter, because it has nothing to do with me and there's nothing for me to change.

"If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you... It's broken."

P.S. Thank you so much Jay Brannan for your brilliant gig on Saturday night at Garage! Peter Pan and I had really enjoyed it! And thanks for singing Beautifully for me x

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Dilemma...

What exactly does it mean when someone says something like this to you? I mean, what is the difference between 'really like' and 'love'? Do I still have a chance?

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Love From Rio...

Iconic fashion designer Marc Jacobs is the kind of man who has everything - the best homes around the world, the most stylish cars and of course... A LOT of splendid clothes. In short, he'd be a bit of a nightmare to buy a birthday present for.

So it's lucky for the designer's friends that he treated himself to the gift of spending his 49th birthday today with Harry Louis, his London-based Brazilian porn star boyfriend, at the beach in Ipanema.

And guess what? The excitement was obviously mounting when the 24-year-old tweeted, "Today is such an special day day... And it should be a notional holiday, at all countries, coz it's my baby's Birthday, lol. Luv U Marc ;) x"

Awww... what a lucky guy!

Monday, April 09, 2012

Walk Like A Giant...

Hello all! I'M BACK and here are some photos I wanna share with you guys of my trip to Belfast, the Glens, the Giant Causeway and the Carrick-a-Rede rope bridge =]

Overall I had a pleasant time with my family in Northern Ireland. My only complaint was the fact that the weather was a bit cold and the Titanic Belfast was FULLY BOOKED!

Oh, almost forgot to wish you all a Happy Easter! Any of you had an 'egg' hunt this year =P

Sunday, April 08, 2012

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Short Break...

Well, it's been a long time since my parents visited London and they are here for a week! So in order to break the week up, I'm bring them off to Belfast for a few days. Can't wait to walk on the Giant Causeway like a giant! Ireland here I cum =]

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

Guilty Pleasure...

Between the gay club anthems playing in the store and vintage-porn-looking hunks modeling barely-there clothes at the shopfront, Abercrombie & Fitch's marketing strategy has always been super-gay. But though their aderts ooze homoerotic appeal, they've never actually gone and shown us the full monty, the real act of affection between two hot dudes. Until NOW!

Thanks to my friend Kris, who alerted me of a series of Bruce Weber-directed which feature your standard buff A&F jocks 'training' for wrestling: Basketball is what boys do during men's wrestling season, After you've wrestled everything else in life seems easy, Live, Eat and Sleep Wrestling.

And the most explicit one, titled Other sports require one ball. Wrestling requires two, features two toned 'wrestlers' sparring in the shower and then, voila, kissing one another.


Hmm, do you think A&F will actually run these adverts in the store, or did Weber take it too far for them to?

Monday, April 02, 2012

Awww...

So this is a very special post because there's a very special photo in this collection. Can you spot it? And the message in the title photo is dedicated to my beloved Peter Pan x

And in case you still haven't said 'Awww' this music video will definitely work, but only under one condition: You must watch it till the last minute of it. Enjoy =]

Sunday, April 01, 2012

無言...

Last night I saw another film called Speechless (無言) at the BFI London Lesbian & Gay Film Festival with Peter Pan.



Directed by Simon Chung, Speechless is a very intriguing movie set in a remote part of Southern China. As the story goes when Luke, an exchange student from France, steps into this world and seduces a male student, Han, and begins what he thinks of as a casual campus fling with him, unaware that being gay means something different to him than it does for Han. His naivete proves disastrous for both Han and himself.

Overall, a brilliant cast and a great story behind the film. It also shows struggle of being gay in my own culture. Definitely a go see movie!