Yesterday was a good day. Partly because my long-awaited sofa has finally arrived, which fitted through my front door smoothly without any struggle, and partly because I spent a productive day with Peter Pan.
Yes we are still seeing each other, but without all the kissing love stuff. We had lunch, we fixed my new shower screen, we watched a dvd, we assembled the sofa, we had dinner at the local Spanish restaurant and finished the day with a honest open talk about us. It's the talk that I've been waiting for the past couple of weeks.
In short, I told him my feeling towards him and questions that had been going through my head since the morning I received his text, while he revealed to me that despite how much he liked me, he's not in the right frame of mind to start a relationship, and he didn't wanna lead me on to think/feel/it could or would be anything else.
He didn't stay over (just like the past couple of weeks) but we had a long hug goodbye in the rain. How do I feel?