Sunday, September 30, 2012

Try...


Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame. Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned. But just because it burns, doesn't mean you're gonna die. You gotta get up and Try, and Try, and Try! Honestly, I feel like this song was made for me. Thank you so much P!nk!

Understand Yourself...

I was so glad I had a long chat with a friend tonight about my break up with Peter Pan because he had completely changed the way I view myself and how I've dealt with relationships in the past.

You see, most people jump into conclusion that it's his loss not mine or he's a 'user' of my love, but when you take a step back and really THINK about it, the problem doesn't lie with Peter Pan (well, he has his own issues) but ME! Remember Mr. T? Why do I keep disappointing by unrequited love? Is there any underlying issue(s) that I try to deny?

OF COURSE THERE ARE, but instead of giving myself time to THINK what I did wrong, I just kept myself busy, ignored the bads and 'moved on' (as most would do). But that's not the way to solve the problem! The only way out is to face the bad feelings, think them through and learn from them.

Since it's an lifetime ongoing process, I'll let you know my progress in the next couple of days, weeks and years. Thank you Tarun x

Friday, September 28, 2012

William...

So the inevitable has happened again between Peter Pan and I. First of all, I must apologise in my last post when I said everything is fine between PP and WW, but it's just some comforting words I lie to myself to make myself think everything is ok. And that's part of the reason why I did the 'expectation' post.

In reality, we are not, we've spoken but we haven't seen each other since our weekend together at the beginning of September. Since then, I've been trying and trying to arrange a meetup with him but due to his work, he wasn't able to.

You see, his birthday is coming up in mid-October and just a week ago, I was lucky enough to win two tickets to the Opening Gala of this year's BFI London Film Festival and I asked him to join me as his pre-birthday celebration, but to my surprise, he told me he'd already booked ticket to Paris to celebrate his birthday with some friends over there, which I had no clue whatsoever until yesterday.

Of course I was a little upset that he didn't told me about his Paris plan but I carried on asking him when can we be together again. He didn't gave me a definite answer. Our telephone conversation was over and few minutes later, I received his text message...

How do I feel now? Honestly, I DON'T KNOW! Part of me thinks I'm ok with it but another part is certainly not. Deep inside, I'm sad. Since then, I've 'unfriended' him on my Facebook account, deleted all our text messages off my phone, broke the news to my friends, enrolled an one-year Spanish course and made this post. I just hope time will cast its spell and heal me once again =[

P.S. I just wanna make it very clear that I don't hate Peter Pan. In fact, I respect his decision 100%. We are good together as friends but we just not meant to be together as boyfriends. So it's time for me to let him go. C'est la vie.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Guilty Pleasure...

Although it's been raining and raining the whole day in London, it didn't dampen my mood at all, thanks to this hottie I saw on the Picadilly line on my way home this afternoon. Gorgeous!

P.S. It's so difficult to spy on someone discretely in the Tube! I was so glad he didn't caught me taking a photo of him!

So True...

We all have expectations. Some have more while others have less, and when two persons meet, it can be difficult to get that balance right.

I must admit I'm the type of person who expects 'more' from others, and in order to avoid further f*cking disappointments, I'm trying very hard to tone down my expectations.

Just wondering, how do you guys cope with expectations? And don't worry. Everything is fine between PP and WW =]

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Tip-Tip-Toe...

Just got home from seeing the San Francisco Ballet - Three Mixed Bills at Sadler's Wells. I thought the ballet was great and all the dancers were amazing (especially the male dancers in tights with great butts). What an enjoyable evening after a long day's work =]

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Distraction...

It's almost 23:45, I've had a really long tiring day and I just don't have the energy or brain power to post much today so I thought I'd post this to distract/hypnotise you all a bit. Tell me if it works. Goodnight x

Sunday, September 16, 2012

FAME...


Check out Lady Gaga's five-minute short film (shot by Steve Klein) for her black-liquid fragrance, FAME. This film was launched last Thursday during a masquerade ball at New York's Guggenheim Museum.

My verdict? Well, it's interesting but in a strangely weird kind of way...

I Heart London...

I must admit, sometimes you do take things for granted when you live in a big city like London until visitors from oversea want you to be their tour guide. And that's EXACTLY what happened to me this weekend!

For the past four years, I've never dreamt of joining a bicycle tour around London until this morning when three of my aunt's friends (from Hong Kong) asked if I wanna join them, and I'm so glad I did! Honestly, there were places that I never knew about - like the Westminster School, Lincoln's Inn and Leather Lane Market. Oh, and Alec, our Canadian tour guide, was well fit =P

Please visit The London Bicycle Tour as I'd highly recommend them if you are Londoner or vistors planning to visit London!

Yet Another Profile...

"Hi there. Mickey here. GOSH, down to earth, professional guy. Not into random hook ups but I'm willing to lie about how we met, at least to your mama =]"

Well, if you are willing to meet my mama, I'll do the same to yours!

Saturday, September 15, 2012

One Guy...

Three positions. Which way do you like enjoy 'pounding' him most? From the bottom? The side? Or the top?

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

One Handed Condom Wrapper...

Nothing is more annoying than having to struggle to open a condom (especially in the dark) while your cock could already be inside. But thanks to UK designer Ben Pawle, who has developed a cover that can be opened with the flick of a thumb. Brilliant!


"Everyone has had a difficult wrapper at some point. It's a bit of a mood killer and I wanted to do something to relieve that undignified moment." said Mr Pawle, 24.

He said the snap-open packet was inspired by the experiences of hemiplegics, who develop paralysis or weakness on one side of the body.

"I wanted to do something that had a very human value," said Mr Pawle, who studied at Glasgow College of Art.

"It's a niche product but it can be used by anyone."

The product goes on show at the Victoria and Albert Museum in London from Saturday.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Guilty Pleasure...

In the fierce competition of underwear market, it's no surprise that companies will go great lengths to find the hottest and sexiest models to attract attention to their products and here are two great examples.


WARNING - HOT ASS ALERT! Rufskin marks 10 years of its raunchy, sport-led underwear. As part of the celebrations, the company teamed up with Attitude Magazine to dress up (and undress) sexy dancer Kevin Smith in the latest collection.


WARNING - HOTTER ASS ALERT! Perhaps you've heard of Andrew Christian. If you haven't, then surely you've seen its ads. No? Well, here's a new behind-the-scenes video, which features the adorable Quinn Jaxon explaining the 'technology' of the company's underwear.

Come On Murray...

Shame I don't have SKY to watch the live coverage of the U.S. Open final between Novak Djokovic and Andy Murray. Although Djokovic is sexier, I still wish Murray will win the game, especially after he won the gold medal in the Olympics. GO MURRAY! I'm expecting good news in the morning!

Sunday, September 09, 2012

Kill The B*tch At...

So I was with Gaga at her Born This Way Ball last night at Twickenham Stadium and she's F*CKING (sorry about my language) MAGNIFICENT! Honestly, I barely took any photos because I was too crazy jumping and singing my little gay heart out thoughout the 2½-hour concert =P

The castle, the dresses, the dancers, the music, the band, eveything was totally out of this world. But the best thing I loved about Gaga was the fact that rather than ignoring us and getting on with the show, she genuinely spent time connecting and interracting with 'us' aka the Little Monsters all the time. I mean, she actually invited few of her fans to go on stage to sing and dance with her!



To me, Born This Way Ball is a huge success. It's not as good as her Monster Ball but it's no doubt way better than Madge's MDNA tour! Thank you Gaga for giving me a wild night away from everything and liberating me through your music xxx

Saturday, September 08, 2012

Apparently...

I'M A WHINY BIMBO! Whiny... maybe a bit, but definitely NOT a BIMBO! What's your f*cking horoscope?

Thursday, September 06, 2012

6 Of 9...

One of the most interesting oral sex positions is the 69 although I'm personally not a big fan of it for a simple reason - during oral sex I love to be concentrated, but it is difficult to give a decent blowjob if someone else is giving you a great time, right?

Basically in this position both partners give each other a blowjob, which encompass one of the best sexual dream of gay sex, mutual oral pleasure. One only advice, because of the mutual stimulation, 69 can heats up things a lot so pay attention not choke your partner =P

Wednesday, September 05, 2012

Guilty Pleasure...

Nipple biting and pinching is what I'd like to do to the stunning Vinícius Picolli at MegaModel in São Paulo. Photographed by Cristiano Madureira for Made In Brazil.

Monday, September 03, 2012

WW & PP's...

Believe it or not, Willy Wonka had a GREAT weekend with Peter Pan even though both characters come from two separate stories.

On Saturday, they went to see Blood Brothers the musical (with ungraded stall seats!) at the Phoenix Theatre before they had a lovely two-course dinner at the restaurant within 5* The Montcalm hotel. Then on Sunday, they drove down south to Beaulieu, where they enjoyed a relaxing afternoon visiting the world famous National Motor Museum, the Palace House, home of the Montagu family, and the historic Beaulieu Abbey. On the way back, they stopped by a local gastropub and had roast dinner before finishing off the night with Shortbus DVD.

And did they share the same bed? Well, this is supposed to be a children's story so use your imagaination =P

Saturday, September 01, 2012