Tuesday, May 27, 2014

All Out Of Love...



First of all, I must apologize for the lack of updates because Peter Pan and I are going through yet another rough patch and I've not been feeling very enthusiastic about blogging lately...

"I'm very sorry Willy. I love everything about you and you are a very special person to me but I'm not 'in love' with you. I tried, but I couldn't, I can't change my feelings..."

Honestly, this is nothing new between us (see 28.09.12 and 16.04.12) and I can foresee it coming partly because we've been seeing each other exclusively and intensely until I push him to his 'breaking point'.

And you know what? I thought I learned my lesson, but apparently, I didn't. Sometimes I wish I can hate him but I can't. He's like a drug I'm addicted to...

It's been a week since we talked, and thanks to my friends, I'm feeling much better. I'll keep you guys posted x

7 comments:

b3nc0 said...

Aaaw, Cupcake, I'm so sorry to hear that… But I find the “until I push him to his breaking point” quite disturbing?! Isn't the natural path a relationship follows to see each other as often as possible? So I don't see it as ‘you’ pushing him but more as him not ready or effectively not in love enough to actually commit himself.
I don't like to read this and wouldn't like to read it for a fourth time… I hope for you to find happiness & if it's with Peter then that you two will sort this out…

Anonymous said...

I feel bad for you as well. I have been reading your blog for about a year now and I am very well aware of your history with Peter Pan. I say this in friendship HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU. PLEASE MOVE ON. Sometimes, it's not you, sometimes, it is the other person. Your Prince Charming is out there right now, he might not be ready because he needs to work on his own first, so until then. Wait. Enjoy yourself and love life.

Anonymous said...

p.s. Here's one of my favorite quotes " We accept the love we think we deserve" - Perks of Being a Wallflower.

-Sincerely,
Former Single Hopeless Romantic

a{GAY}tekeeper{iam} said...

one day @ a time

Jeremiah Andrews said...

Now I can safely tell you that this wreaks of the man who sits in the corner hitting himself over the head with a hammer over and over.

And people ask him why he does that and he replies ... The PAIN feels so GOOD !!!

If you have to push someone to love you back, you really are not allowing them to be who they are and you are attempting to make them who YOU EXPECT them to be.

Not very fair is it ???

Jeremy

PVB said...

Time will help... Really...

PR8 said...

Thank you for all your comments x