Saturday, October 31, 2015

Trick Or Treat...

Sorry for lack of the lack of updates for the past two weeks because Peter Pan and I had finally called it a quit. He found a new boyfriend after our long weekend away at the end of August.

In a way, I felt being 'tricked' that he might have been seeing people all this time while we were together, but at the same time, it's kinda of a 'treat' for me to know that there's NOTHING left between us. He had decided to move on to someone new and so do I with my life.

So how am I doing? It's been tough (we had not spoken since he broke the news to me) but I'm healing slowly. There are times I still wonder who's he dating, who's he cuddling watching TV on the sofa, who's he sleeping next to, what can he give PP that I can't give, but I have to block them all out and think a bit more of myself!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's always good when you are able to move forward. So, congratulations! I hope you feel better soon.

Anonymous said...

Move on, friend! It's history.
Good luck.

b3nc0 said...

It's a good thing that you ‘know’ there's nothing left between you. And I hope you'll soon ‘feel’ it too. After one BF broke up with me, it took a few weeks to really integrate the notion in a day to day basis, if you know what I mean. Hang in there!

P.S.: When I visited your blog yesterday, this post wasn't there…

K mtl said...

I guess, many of us understand you at this moment. Me particularly... Not much to say but stay strong.

Lvted said...

I know how bad I feel. Be strong and move on. We will always support you!!

wish the day simple it is said...

The fact he went behind your back can only suggest that he was and is a coward. What he should have done is have the guts to tell you this months ago, not when he secured a new boyfriend on the side. you deserve better than that, remember to tell yourself that. Love is cruel and unfair, regardless how much you put into. I hate to quote lyrics at this point, but what the heck - 'every little bit makes you stronger each day.'

PR8 said...

Thank you for all your comments. It's nice to know I'm not alone and I have moved on slightly. But honestly, I don't hold any grudges against Peter Pan. To me, we are just not mend to be. I do wish him all the best with his new boyfriend =]