Sorry for lack of the lack of updates for the past two weeks because Peter Pan and I had finally called it a quit. He found a new boyfriend after our long weekend away at the end of August.
In a way, I felt being 'tricked' that he might have been seeing people all this time while we were together, but at the same time, it's kinda of a 'treat' for me to know that there's NOTHING left between us. He had decided to move on to someone new and so do I with my life.
So how am I doing? It's been tough (we had not spoken since he broke the news to me) but I'm healing slowly. There are times I still wonder who's he dating, who's he cuddling watching TV on the sofa, who's he sleeping next to, what can he give PP that I can't give, but I have to block them all out and think a bit more of myself!